“The impossible possibilities of love”
“But how is it possible?” the young student asked.
“Just because you cannot see it, and understand it, or how it will be made manifest, does not mean it will not be so” replied the teacher.
“But wise one, I struggle so with moving forward, feeling so overwhelmed and alone in my faith. There are so many obstacles, circumstances that seem against me, barring my belief in the way…”
“My young friend, you see obstacles, and feel overwhelmed, yet you are learning to love and see those parts, purposes, reasons in your world, for what they truly are, not mere obstacles, but steps of a higher path. The pain felt, is only the indication of each darkness coming forth to be seen, acknowledged, heard – and as we allow ourselves to feel these that are asking to felt, we are illuminated by the love with which we embrace them.”
“So I am walking the path of unbelief to awaken faith my teacher?”
“In a sense. As you learn to bless, you are blessed. To love, you are loved. To acknowledge, you are acknowledged. We are coming to know ourselves by coming to know those deep places that are in need” said the teacher.
“And when I come to know myself good teacher, will then I see those paths I once thought impossible, as possible?”
“You will see so much more than that my young friend, you will be pure potential, free from the confines of thought and space, eternal, infinite in form, and without end. Life will be your playground, a dear place of healing, sharing, and expressions, where we dance because we cannot contain the depths of joy in our heart.”
“But how do you know this teacher? How can you see such wonderful, limitless bounds, with such fervent faith?”
“Because my child, I Am comforting you as you needed, loving the one asking to be loved, acknowledging you as no one else knows you, or can. I love you with all my heart, more than you can possibly imagine, because I am you in potential, and otherwise.”
By James Anthony Curtis
“I love you, me..”
By James Anthony Curtis
“Move to the sun, for in its warmth are you restored, made ready, given new life.”
“But I’m afraid master, my heart aches, is hurting so much, I feel consumed..”
“My child, those are the chosen parts coming forth to be healed, the ones that have felt abandoned, rejected, ignored for so long.”
“Master, the pain though, it overwhelms me, so as that I may only be here, held captive to it, caught in the tears of my breaking.”
“Yes my child, that is the space which is needed for your healing, that in your devastation, you may be released from those burdens of darkness by abiding there, feeling fully into the need, acknowledging the light of love that you are by being with them.”
“Master, sometimes it’s all that I can do, just to be with these places of need, to feel the pain, to hold my heart as I Am undone. And I wonder how anyone could ever bear such depths alone.”
“You are not alone my child, I am here, I’ve never left, and I never will. Though you may feel great aloneness, doubt, and struggle to believe in goodness, you are most precious to me, dear as my own heart.”
“Good master, who are you? How can you love me this much, more so even than I can imagine ever loving myself as I am now?”
“My child, the question is, ‘who are you?’ ”
“Who am I?”
“Good master, I’m no one. Im unnoticed, small in love compared to you, your strength, compassion and heart. If I had but a small amount of your love, I feel I could grow, maybe survive, even someday maybe find a smidgen of your peace.”
“My child, you are me, I Am the voice of you who has grown into your future self, come to encourage you when you needed me most. The one who you have been waiting for, that infinite potential in the innocence of the love you already are.”
May you be blessed, have ears to hear, listening to the one you already are, healed, held, loved as much as is needed for your hearts desires to come forth.