‘Healings, Soulmates, and Abundance’
By James Anthony Curtis
Three of the most common questions we have in the human experience are:
1) “I’m in such deep physical, emotional, or mental pain, what can I do for relief or healing?”
2) “When, or how will I find my soulmate?”
3) “How do I create, or attract abundance, what must I do?”
Though it might not seem like it, these are all very similar in nature. But first, I want to allow space for us, before we go into this, I want to say Ive read your posts, acknowledged your pain, even cried with you as I granted passage for your words to move into my heart, and felt each ache as it were my own, in relation with the life paths and struggles Ive embraced.
Pain in any form, is difficult to work with, but I ask that we open to the possibility of pain as energy, nothing more, nothing less, but an indication of our higher self moving forward in us, bringing awareness to those places in need that are asking for our attention.
Whether we feel loneliness, physical pain in the form of a condition or disease, ‘lack’ in the vision of what we desire, all forms of suffering are to be acknowledged, given space for their voice, and seen as they present themselves in truth.
Truth, is merely light shining upon that which is calling out to be expressed, or heard, felt, and seen. It has nothing to do with right or wrong, good or bad, and reveals only as a liberator to potentiality, never as a weapon forged through our circumstances.
Both pain and truth are friends, allies to us, though at times they may appear as destroyers of our dreams, uprooting our plans, even losing that which we hold most dear. Though we may not understand, and most likely will try our best to figure out, resolve, and unravel the pain, the truths we are attempting to ‘fix,’will often leave us with more questions than answers. In old script, this may have been referred to as, “…the very hairs of your head are all numbered.,” and in more modern terms, “the universe knows us better than we know ourselves.” The old school of thought on this was, “take it on faith, it will all work out,”but the new light emerging (which does not conflict with the old, but rather goes deeper into our being) is, “feel, embrace, use the body as a vessel in all sense experience, to explore the depths arising for our benefit.”
So as we go into these realms of darkness, that appear as our plagues, nightmares, and demons on our behalf, we ask, “how are these questions, desires we have, similar in nature?”
The one common thread within every question is ‘ourselves,’ how we vibrate, what we are willing to feel, what depths are arising within us as we have each sense experience. From before our birth, we have accumulated a contrast of these things we deem as pleasurable, and those that challenge us in suffering. Whether we feel the deep ache in our wanting of a ‘soulmate,’ or desire to be healed of a condition, possibly seeking relief in a particular disease, or wish for abundance in life, all of these start with the acknowledgment of our pain, and the truths welling up within us. Every question stated above has the desire of ‘fulfillment’ in its asking, love only for the crying out of the one listening.
So we begin with ourselves, observing, listening, feeling those parts that provoke the questions we ask, while holding the heart in each breath of our asking.
We honor the one coming forth, however they may appear, granting passage through the doorways of our heart, being with ourselves as no one else can.
The healing we have longed for, has longed to heal our heart.
The soulmate we have been asking for, has been asking for us.
The abundance we have greatly desired, has been waiting for us to receive its wealth.
As we acknowledge, so we are acknowledged.
With the love that we meet, we are met, and further than we can imagine.
We manifest what we need, even though we rebel against our manifestations, they still work for us, drawing us deeper into our roots.
We start where we are at, knowing relief is coming, even if we are unaware of its coming.
Blessings for the journey, knowing the one you have wanted for, is coming, the healing is near, all that you desire is being fulfilled as you already are, for the benefit in all beings.
May it be so, so it is.